Grateful

All my wires crossed,
I said things I can't unsay.
I needed to push you away.
And you only fought to stay.

Tears flooding my sheets,
Pain bubbling underneath,
Betrayal conquering my beliefs,
And you only said "trust in me".

We feel too much to be silent
That's when the voices are louder.
I fear too much to breathe on autopilot
We both need the reminder.

I'm truly crazy about you
and for me you're not exactly sane.
I'll be apologizing forever
And grateful just the same.