Worse

mmm i dont know
i guess it could be worse.
I have this creative outlet
so at least i know
what to do with this hurt.
i'm just disappointed, ya know?
I felt it this time
i knew it could work.
but it didn't.
everything is the same
though i did so many things
differently.
This time I refused to give up
my dreams.
I kept track of me.
and it all still seemed like
it would be.
I thought I'd get all my dreams
so this time it hurts worse.
Yesterday,
I had everything
and today it's all a blur.